Karl Renz: It’s dumb to wake up. It’s very dumb. Stupid. But it’s an accident. It’s not by intention. So you are stupid not by intention. You are just stupid to wake up. And if the I aware, awakeness, then comes I – I am, dumber. Dumb, dumber. And then having the body is the dumbest. So identified with awareness is dumb. Identified with spirit is dumber. And identifying yourself with a body is the dumbest. So it starts dumb, gets dumber, and the dumbest is now – being a person. So what to do.
So God must be very dumb, dumber and dumbest. Because now God sitting there, identified with being Spanish and a body. It’s double dummy dumb. Having a nationality. God with a nationality. That’s the dumbest ever. Being German, imagine. Wow. But we can take it. We really try to be Germans, not too mind. I think we all get old enough, that we get used to it. When we get really used to it, we die. Then it’s done.
So you have to enjoy to be the dumbest, the dumb, and the dummy. Crash test dummy for existence. Crazy. And you hate yourself for it, that you take yourself as a crash test dummy. You become sometimes so very angry of God, and the creator, and why, and this one. Why me? Why me? And then the people come: “Why me?” Yeah, why not you. Someone else for you? Why not you. It’s always – “Why me?” Pity, poor me. “Why me?” Why not you. One has to be beaten up. Confused again? No.
Yeah, but it’s an accident. You cannot put any guild on anyone. So when you call Parabrahman, the Absolute, whatever. He wakes up out of the blue. Not because he wants to start dreaming or starting to realize himself. That is why Buddha call it Divine accident. But now it’s too late. You cannot reverse it. You cannot stop it, because it happened. So what? Because it woke up, now it’s done. Everything is done just by waking up.
And the whole manifestation, everything what can be done is done already. Because in the absolute potential of Parabrahman everything was already there. When that absolute potential wakes up, everything is done already. You cannot change anything. Every moment is already fixed. The future is done, the presence is done, the past is still there. Nothing ever comes and nothing ever goes. Now in this Absolute block of Existence. No coming, no going. Just silence. No creation, no destruction. It is as it is. Finale. So what to do.