Karl Renz: It’s not about understanding. It’s really… You will see this whatever few days, you will – let him talk. You just maybe… there is like a good company that there is no company. And you just – pfff. Maybe the carelessness just comes by nature. Or is there. You neither care or don’t. This intention to understand or anything… It’s all goes to zero. And then you are what you are anyway. It’s great, yeah.
So, I try to talk you all to death. I mean it. Then you sit here and then… As long I talk, you don’t have to do anything. You just… You are neither here or not here.
Suddenly you start to enjoy not to know. To know or not to know.
Long time ago I stopped to try to make sense. Long time ago. I think nonsense is fantastic. The enjoying the nonsense of life. It doesn’t need to make sense. Wonderful. No need it all. Wow.
This senselessness of being. Unbearable for the person. Joy for your being.
So, maybe you create the absolute preference that let this unsatisfied bastard be as it is. Who fucking cares. You will be never satisfied anyway. You try your best to satisfy this bastard, this your beloved whatever. And this always like… That is like Shiva goes hunting, because Parvati cannot be satisfied. Yeah, that’s the story. He comes back with this biggest pray and biggest understanding, and truth, and thing, and – “you can do better”.