Karl Renz: The difficulty is there are no glimpses for that. It’s like the absolute – you are that or not. All the glimpses, and all whatever understanding is part of that dream, and cannot help you, in that sense.
That split second is such a non-event. So, by the way, without any spectacular firework of enlightenment or realization. It’s so subtle and so… What to do.
But in that split second – it’s like that perception goes through the whole eternity. Without any event, without any movement, it’s simply wherever. And then suddenly there is the whole history of mankind of the universe there, and you are the very source of that. And in that moment there was never anything but you.
But before it’s always like everything is like history of understanding, history of glimpses, history of enlightenment, history of realization of one kind – deep insight, low insight, I was never so close and I was far away again… All the history of this little “me” who has a history of looking for that what is Self.
And in that instant everything is a joke. At that little ping.